I firmly believe in lying in fields doing nothing.

I really do.

Lying in fields is a nice thing to do in order to clear one's head
Staring into space with flowers blowing their flowery aroma around the place is also nice
I'd love to find a flowery field to lie in
Unfortunately the weather took a turn for the bitter and it is currently too cold to be lying in flower-filled fields
And there are no mountains nearby either
I think those flowers are buttercups
The petals remind me of buttercups
i don't know if that was what they were meant to be
I've been watching a lot of Peter Draws on YouTube
It's strangely peaceful
I especially like his pyrography 
And animal skulls
I like watching him engrave the bones of those creatures
It's nice for when I don't have much artistic motivation
I finished this a few days ago
I've been itching to post it recently
I mean
When was the last time I posted traditional art, eh?
I especially like the hair
Someone in my science class saw this and told me
I think her words were
"You're good at everything I swear"
Something like that
I felt warm inside
It was nice to hear
Except my brain's first reaction was 
"But that's not true Lizzie everyone knows it nobody can be good at everything."
And then I start internally listing things that I'm not good at
That I make a mental note to improve on
But subconsciously I know I won't get around to it
Subconsciously is a hard word to spell
I don't like it very much
Anyway

I'm proud of the hair
I really liked drawing the hair
And the tree
I shaded each individual leaf
It was painful
But I'm still proud of it
And the tree
I like drawing trees
Trees are nice
They're all sturdy and peaceful
The eucalyptus deglupta has multi-coloured bark
It's known as the rainbow tree
It can be found in New Guinea, New Britain, Seram, Sulawesi, and Mindanao
According to Wikipedia
Also in Maui? 
They're a nice tree
I recommend looking them up
They're fun to look at
I like trees
Then again you probably all know that
LizardStickx is literally based off of a tree
No specific kind of tree
I like to say
"I may not have a green thumb,
But I have a green heart."
Because I'm awful at taking care of plants
But I still love them
It's weird
Oh and March Break has started
Where I am at least
For some it might have already started
Maybe it hasn't started for some 
Maybe you're in the southern hemisphere and it's like, the beginning of the school year
In which case I'm so sorry
Must be stressful

I FOUND THIS UFO T-SHIRT THAT SAYS "I WANT TO LEAVE" AND IT'S MY LITERAL EXISTENCE
I don't like staying in one place
It's why I don't like school
I get stir-crazy settling into a singular routine
At the same place
Every day
I suddenly realized to what extent I dislike school
But yeah I'm stir-crazy
Which is why I guess I wouldn't really like being a tree
Like I have a tendency to joke about
Just standing there for how long
I'd get so stir crazy I'd tip myself over and hope I become a bird
Wow I should prpbably get some sleep or somefin
Oh geez I won't be able to go anywhere during the break
This has suddenly become quite hellish
Anyone have any suggestions for art-blocked artist without anywhere to go?
I mena
I already know I'm gonna draw
When in an art block
I force myself to draw
And then I hate everything
I'll probably just think of a random word and build off of it
It's worked before
It'll work now >: D
I hope

Wow I just deleted so much angst from this description this took longer to write than expected

My back is hurting
I'm gonna go to sleep
Or go to bed and just stay up doing whatever
Daydream about having a giraffe as a pet
Living in a treehouse
But a treehouse in an artificial tree with plumbing
So that no trees get hurt 
And there'd be plumbing
I like treehouses
I've always wanted one as a kid
Too bad
One day I'll just build one for myself
And my cats and dogs
But mostly for me
I'm gonna go to bed for real now I've been kicked off the computer exactly five minutes ago
And if I'm on for much longer my mother will start to lecture me
I despise lectures
Especially when they're about my bad habits
I should listen to them
But I really don't want to
Nor do I wish to bother with actually eating lunch
Or sitting with my back straight
Okay maybe I should 
My back is hurting 
Now I'm sitting straighter
Okay the pain is gone for now
I'm actually going to go now no more tomfoolery
I'll see you all when I see you
Stay safe